维康妮亚阵营转变记录

整理者：hujun4501

最近部分维康妮亚的饭丝们在讨论TOB中让小V转变成中立阵营的剧情，其实我认为BG2可以恋爱的MM中，善中恶各一个，多PERFECT！千辛万苦把小V弄成中立的，这又何必呢，何苦呢…………
也许像电影里那样，挽救堕落少女是一件很刺激很有成就感的事情^o^（那片叫《真心话》的老片很不错）
不知道说这些会不会被非邪恶阵营的V党们狂踩。-_-|||

言归正传，让小V转变有三个关键点：
第一个是小V说黑暗精灵是不懂爱的种族，回答“我想你说得不对。你们是最适合被爱的种族啊！”、“我不是爱上了一个黑暗精灵，我爱的是你，维康尼亚。”或者“显然地我比你自己还要替你着想。”之中的一条；
第二个是小V问你“杀人的时候会觉得兴奋吗？”，答案当然是“不会” ，然后用“在那一次，你做了你认为对的事。我替你觉得骄傲。”、“我宁可这么想：或许这代表在你的心中，毕竟仍有一丝善良的火光。”、“为了为恶而作恶不是件成就，维康尼亚。”中的一条来回答小V的问题：“只有一次我血液中的呼唤背弃了我，这件事甚至一直让我迷惑至今。就是那个……我拒绝献祭给萝丝以满足她口腹之欲的人类孩子；就是那个被我救了，却让我永远失去蛛后眷顾的人。”；
最后一个，如fuweiqi朋友所说，是萨拉诸许陷落之后的对话中，不赞成小V“筹划一场可怕的行动来进行报复”的提议，并劝导她杀戮是不对的（唐僧？），这样，小V那颗脆弱幼小的邪恶心灵就开始动摇了…………（记录开始，想自己在游戏中体验的朋友可以关闭帖子了）

（女士们先生们，这一段是在我原先整理的《维康妮亚全记录》中没有的~~~）
V：我曾考虑过我们的事，我的m'rann d'sinss（情人）。也许考虑的太多了。老是想着这样的事只会造成头痛和困惑，你同意吗？

C：我同意。

V：虽然我很喜欢看到你偶尔恼怒，不过我想不用我增加你的问题，你已经有够多要烦恼的，既然你在傍晚让我们停下来了，那么，也许该是继续我们肉体关系的时候了。我……念念不忘你，<CHARNAME>。而这里至少是个我觉得舒服的场地。

C：你不会听到我抱怨。

V：好！我不认为这会是个问题，jaluk（男人）。对我们这族来说，情欲的艺术只是欢愉的来源，而不像其他种族那样，看成是伴随着感情纠缠的闹剧。我的确有……一个问题……我希望能够第一个知道答案，<CHARNAME>。为什么你还要追求我呢？我是个黑暗精灵，我既待你不好，也不熟悉你们的生活。你不停地表白对我的兴趣，却不管我来自一个不懂爱的种族。

C：我想你说得不对。你们是最适合被爱的种族啊！

V：嗯，有趣的回答，jaluk（男人）。看来，你也是满腔的爱意呢！好极了！那么，让我们开始翻云覆雨吧，好吗？在我满足了亲爱的 ssinssrigg（饥渴）之后，我还想要好好地睡上一觉呢！

（Ladies and Gentlemen，这一段又是在《维康妮亚全记录》中没有的~~~）
V：嗯……什么？那是什么，jaluk（男人）？为什么你一直瞪着我？！

C：别想咬我，你总是一直在盯着我。

V：我……我想恐怕那是真的。我一直在……思考一个问题。

C：你问吧！

V：那好，你……你的身体中流着你祖先，巴尔，的血脉。你以前告诉过我，他在被毁灭之前，曾经是你们庙堂之上的杀戮之神，对吗？

C：没错。

V：同样明显地，巴尔的力量已经在你体内越来越茁壮了。有一个让我很感兴趣的问题，就是当你杀人的时候……你觉得如何？会觉得兴奋吗？

C：我可不想为了回答而自命清高！（这样说是为了逗逗她，可以不这样选择）

V：为什么？这是个很有道理的问题啊？你必须给我一个答案，jaluk（男人）！

C：好吧！答案是“不会”，我讨厌杀戮！这是你想要听到的吗？！

V：你已经听到了来自自己心中的呼唤，告诉你杀戮是愉快的。不过你当然有能力可以拒绝它，毕竟你才是<CHARNAME>啊！我把被我杀了的生物从头到尾想了一遍，我不觉得我对其中的任何一个需要感到愧疚不安。有必要吗？他们会这样都是活该，谁叫他们阻碍我？谁叫他们那么弱？只有一次我血液中的呼唤背弃了我，这件事甚至一直让我迷惑至今。就是那个……我拒绝献祭给萝丝以满足她口腹之欲的人类孩子；就是那个被我救了，却让我永远失去蛛后眷顾的人。他仍然让我感到困扰，<CHARNAME>。我黑暗精灵与生俱来的冷酷到哪里去了？难道我就是弱者？所以我现在会在这儿？

C：在那一次，你做了你认为对的事。我替你觉得骄傲。

V：嗯……相当有启发性的看法，<CHARNAME>。我不确定我是不是该分享这些，不过……或许这是我该好好想想这件事的时候了。现在，咱们就先继续走吧。

（时间：萨拉诸许陷落之后）
V：啊，我都忘记了那场大屠杀的景象啦！要知道那场只为了找你出来的大破坏乃是对你神力的光荣献礼哪！想想看，<CHARNAME>……为了你，整个村镇将在一夕间被夷为平地！哈哈哈！如果有人认为你的天命是令人畏惧的，这就是最好的例子！为了莎儿，你得筹划一场可怕的行动来进行报复！<CHARNAME>，你必须痛击所有的敌人，这样你的名声才能传遍整个国度！你的命运已经降临了！

C：这完全与我的意愿背道而驰，维康尼亚。

V：我不明白，<CHARNAME>。为什么这不能让你高兴？

C：能力不尽然等同于死亡与毁灭，维康尼亚，这不像我。

V：嗯……看起来，或许我真的误解了你的神性遗产。我以为庆祝这场胜利可以讨你的欢心……

C：看看四周，维康尼亚，这看起来像是一场胜利吗？

V：我没看到你所看到的丑陋，<CHARNAME>；不过如果你喜欢，我可以……试着去这么做看看。那么咱们走吧，忘掉这个地方。

V：我之前有问过你一次，蛮久的了，我问说：你对於你的未来看到了些什么。现在已经离那时候的未来更近了一些，你是否改变了你的心意？你是否看到关于你、或是我们的未来？嗯？

C：我只希望我们能够在一起，其他的事情都不重要。

V：我了解。我想知道你是否会及时做出这样的决定。或许一段时光将会来临，那会有一点不一样---我们不可能一起留下来。我了解。我想知道你是否会及时做出这样的决定。或许一段时光将会来临，那会有一点不一样---我们不可能一起留下来。假如你是一支强大血脉的传承，那你将不用怀疑会遇见到同样强大的敌人。我不想要当个拖累你，而且还要你保护的女子。我每天都看着你在改变。现在，<CHARNAME>，你变得愈来愈好，并且已经到达了我不能到达的境界。这样的影响有点让人感到……不安。事实上，我每天都看着你改变。我想要……想要赶上你，我必须要能有一样好的改变，一定。你认为我可以吗，<CHARNAME>？

C：哪种改变？

V：我不知道。或者，生活方式的改变，使我最后终于摆脱了卓尔（黑暗精灵）的一部分。像地面生物一样地尊重其他的生命，来变得……更好。

C：我想看看那个。

V：那么……那么我会试试。我会试着变好，<CHARNAME>，为了你。我们……我们走吧！在我改变心意之前。
★★★ChangeAlignment("Viconia",NEUTRAL)！~~~就这么简单。（谁之前说“千辛万苦”的？）

（累得死你啊砖头们，再一次地，这段是《维康妮亚全记录》里没有的~~~）

V：在我们睡觉之前，请你允许我有个问题。

C：为了你，维康妮亚。任何事都没问题。

V：非常好。你认为爱是什么，<CHARNAME>？我的观念里没有这个字眼。我……希望我以后可以了解它。

C：当某个人会让你觉得他比你更重要的时候，这就是爱。

V：我感到很困惑……我爱你吗，<CHARNAME>？我……我不知道。我要保持这种心态很困难。因为我要生存，所以我几乎只知道残酷，憎恨和盲从。但是你已经问了太多我已经知道的问题。我怀疑是不是有除了你之外的人，让我比我的生命更在乎。我永远都是个黑暗精灵吗？我唯一可以想起来的人只一个……瓦拉斯。我可怜的哥哥。他保护我并且让我逃跑。我……我想念他的笑话和他的恶作剧。我想念那段我们在偷闲时分享故事的时刻。当我逃跑的时候，我从不允许自已去想起他。我就好像看见他为了我而牺牲。但是我……我失去了他，<CHARNAME>。我希望他还活着。也许，这就是爱吧。你觉得呢？

C：是的。

V：因为你，所以它是不一样的。当你危急之时，我就会感到疼痛。我要和你白头偕老，如果你无法在我身的身边，那将会使我发狂。我想要把自私、虚弱的感觉从我的心中赶出去。

C：我也爱你，维康妮亚。

V：你认为有可能吗？跟其他人一样的感觉？其他人，许许多多的其他人，会比自已还重要？那你认为达斯勒（地表的精灵）怎样呢？他们都是怎么想？

C：维康妮亚……你……在哭？……。

V：我感觉到……我感觉到……我无法形容他，<CHARNAME>。但是这疼痛的感觉太“好”了，我不想要失去它。接下来是什么，<CHARNAME>？只有友谊吗？有比感觉更进一步的吗？

C：接下来是什么？结婚生子。任何事都有可能。

V：结婚？你们的结合。一个共同存活的承诺。我喜欢听到这个，<CHARNAME>。或许会……一旦这一切结束。

C：大概吧！我们应该看看会怎么发展。

V：好吧！我们看看会怎么发展。抱紧我，<CHARNAME>。我不认为我今晚睡得着。我只想感受你的……贴近。

（时间：完成最后一个试练）
V：直到最后，我们扯平了，不是吗?很快的。现在，你的命运在你的手上。

C：没错，现在很接近。

V：很好。那我只有一件事想对你说，我的 m'rann dssinss（男性爱人）。是……是我以前从未对你说过的话，因为我之前不太确定自己是不是真的那样想。我已经称呼你为 m'rann dssinnss（男性爱人）……爱人……我的 ssinssrigg（性伴侣）……我的爱……但这些是黑暗精灵语。跟真正的词语相比，用黑暗精灵语说这件事是一种冷漠，一种不公平。我……我觉得对你说出来是很重要的。至少一次。在这些事情都结束之前，不管是怎么结束。我爱你，<CHARNAME>。如果这是我最后一次能见到你，我知道我将会永远感激你所作的一切。我会一直记住你的。

C：我也爱你，维康妮亚。天长地久。

V：这不是再见。这只是……让我握住你的手，<CHARNAME>。让我们亲吻吧，就像是这辈子最后一次，即使没有未来，我也会记住的。……就在那边。现在，<PRO_MANWOMAN>的恶梦……我们现在去完成这件事吧。

（封神时刻）
V：胜利终於还是来到了你身边，我的爱人。这是个传奇性的奋斗，值得讲很多故事。你一定很高兴… 虽然你现在的决定，不会是容易的。

C：我不想离开你，维康妮亚。我爱你。

V：曾几何时，我不曾质疑过自己对你这件事情的看法。如果力量存在，那它就是为了被获取而存在的。除此之外的行为都是显露出孱弱和自取灭亡。但是……我不再是跟以前一样的黑暗精灵了。你在我的脑海中放进了疑问，让我思考我在地表上的生活。我变了很多，这都是拜你所赐。这不一定是坏事。毕竟，我对我们的关系有了新的看法。你给我带来了如此的欢乐……我甚至不知道我是否有资格获得这么多。我相信你将会做出对你而言正确的决定。我并不担心那个。我只担心如果我们分道扬镳，而我没有对你为我所做的……表达足够的谢意……那我会非常后悔。对我族来说，要承认这样的事情是不容易的，所以就让我一次说完。我爱你，<CHARNAME>。你是个伟大的男性，在我心中的地位无法估量。现在轮到你抉择了。

炽天神侍：到你下决定的时间了，巴尔之子。你的希望是什么？

C：我不想要巴尔的神灵。随便你对它怎么做…我想要保持凡人之身。

炽天神侍：那么你将重新开始生活，凡人，没有了你灵魂中你父亲的污点…巴尔的神灵将永远被隐藏起来。你一直做得很好，自由将是你的报酬。

V：我想，放弃这力量是个错误，我的傻爱人。但是……我盼望跟你生活在一起。也许我们将会很好的，你跟我，对吧？

V: I have been thinking about us, my m'rann d'sinss. Perhaps thinking too much. Dwelling on such things leads only to head-aches and confusion, don't you agree?

C: I suppose so.

V: I suppose you must have enough to muse over without me adding to your problems, even though I do so enjoy seeing you fume occasionally.

C: You won't hear me complaining.

V: Good. I did not think this would be a problem, jaluk. To my people, the act of intimacy is a source only of pleasure and not cluttered with associated affections as it is, elsewhere. I do have... one question... that I would desire an answer to, first, <CHARNAME>. Why do you continue to pursue me? I am a drow. I have treated you poorly and am unfamiliar with your ways. You continue to claim interest in me despite the fact that I am no creature to love.

C: I think you're wrong. You're the perfect creature to love.

V: Hmm. An interesting answer, jaluk. You are full of them, it seems. Very well, then. Let us get our coupling completed then, shall we? I still wish to get a decent hour's sleep once my dear ssinssrigg has been satisfied.

V: Mmm... what? What is it, jaluk? Why do you persist in glaring at me?!

C: Don't snap at me, you're the one who's been doing all the glaring.

V: I... suppose perhaps that is true. I have been... mulling over a question.

C: Go ahead and ask.

V: Very well. You... have the blood of your sire, Bhaal, running in your veins. You told me once that he was the god of murder in your pantheon before he perished, correct?

C: That's right.

V: It is equally obvious that the power of this Bhaal is becoming greater within you. I have one question that interests me, then. What is it you feel... when you kill? Does it feel good?

C: I'm not going to dignify that with an answer!

V: Why not? It is a fair enough question. I deserve an answer, jaluk!

C: Fine! The answer is no, I hate the killing! Is that what you wanted to hear?!

V: So you hear the call within your heart, telling you that the kill is pleasing. But of course you would have the power to deny it, you being <CHARNAME> and all. I think through all the beings that I have killed, and I do not think I have ever felt remorse for any of them. Why should I? They deserved what they received, were in my way, or were simply weak. Only once has the lure of my blood ever failed me, and it puzzles me still to this day. The... human child that I refused to sacrifice to Lolth's gluttony. The one I spared, losing me in the Spider Queen's sight forever. That one still confuses me, <CHARNAME>. Where was my drow ruthlessness, then? Was I simply weak, and that is why I am here now?

C: You did what you thought was right, for once. I'm proud of you.

V: An... enlightened viewpoint, <CHARNAME>. One I am not sure I share. But... perhaps it is time I give the matter some thought. Let us just continue on, for now.

V: Ahhh, I had forgotten such scenes of carnage! And to know that such destruction has been wrought by one who solely sought to seek you out is a glorious tribute to your power! Think of it, <CHARNAME>... a whole town of rivven destroyed simply to get to you! Ha ha ha! If anything spoke of your destiny as a being to be feared, this is it! By Shar, you must seek an unholy vengeance for this! You must smite all your enemies so that your name will be shouted across the Realms, <CHARNAME>! Your destiny has arrived!

C: That's not my intention at all, Viconia.

V: I fail to understand, <CHARNAME>. Why does this not please you?

C: Power doesn't automatically equal death and destruction, Viconia. This isn't me.

V: Hm... perhaps I did misunderstand your godly heritage, then. I thought it would please you to celebrate this victory...

C: Look around you, Viconia. Does this look like a victory to you?

V: I do not see ugliness where you do, <CHARNAME>. But I will... try to, if that will make you happy. Let us go, then, and leave this place behind.

V: I asked you once, long ago, what you saw in your future. Now that is has come closer, have you changed your mind on it? Do you even see one for you, for us, hm?

C: I want us to remain together. Everything else is secondary.

V: I see. I wonder if such a decision will be made for you, in time. Perhaps a time will arrive where there is such a difference between us that remaining together becomes an impossibility. If you are something akin to a greater power, you will no doubt have enemies of an equal magnitude. I do not wish to be the woman you drag with you and are forced to protect. I see you change each day, now, <CHARNAME>. Each day you become greater and greater, and move further beyond my reach. The repercussion of such is a bit... unsettling. I see you change each day, in fact. I wonder... to keep up with you, I would have to be capable of such change, as well. Do you see me capable of such change, <CHARNAME>?

C: What kind of change?

V: I do not know. Perhaps change in the way of finally shaking off the things that made me drow. To respect life as most surfacers, to become... a better person.

C: I would like to see that.

V: Then... then I will try. I will try to be a better person, <CHARNAME>. For you. Let us... let us move onwards before I change my mind.

V: Before we sleep, I have a question that requires your indulgence.

C: For you, Viconia, anything.

V: Very well. What do you think of 'love', <CHARNAME>? It is a foreign concept. I wish to understand it further.

C: Love is when someone else is more important to you than your own life.

V: I wonder... do I love you, <CHARNAME>? I... I do not know. It is difficult to place myself in such a mindset. All I have ever known is cruelty, hatred and bigotry for most of my life. But you have made me question so much that I have known. I have been wondering if there has been anyone but you that I have ever cared for more than myself in my life, if I have always been drow or not. The only one I can think of is... Valas. My poor brother. He saved my life to allow me to escape. I miss his jests and his pranks. I miss the moments we would steal, exchanging stories. I never allowed myself to think of him when I fled. I simply saw his sacrifice as beneficial for myself. But I... I miss him, <CHARNAME>. I wish he had lived. Is that love, maybe, do you think?

C: Yes.

V: With you it is different. I ache when you are endangered. I long to be with you, and it maddens me when you are not by my side. They are selfish, weak feelings that I want to drive from my heart at moments.

C: I love you too, Viconia.

V: Do you think it is possible to have feelings like that for many people? That others, many others, are more important than yourself? Do you think this is how the darthiir, the surface elves, how they feel always?

C: Viconia... you're crying...

V: I feel... I feel... I can't put words to it, <CHARNAME>. But it feels *good*, this ache. I don't want to lose it. What comes next, <CHARNAME>? Is there only companionship? Is there more to this than just a feeling?

C: What comes next? Marriage. Children. Anything is possible.

V: Marriage? Your people's union of two mates. A promise to remain together. I like the sound of that, <CHARNAME>. Perhaps... once this is over...

C: Perhaps. We should wait and see.

V: Alright. Let us wait and see. Hold me close, <CHARNAME>. I... do not think I can sleep, tonight. I just wish to feel you close.

V: We draw close. To the end. Don't we? Very soon, now, your final destiny will be in your hands.

C: Yes, very close now.

V: Good. Then I have only one thing I wish to say to you, my m'rann dssinss. It is... something I have never said to you, before, because I was unsure if I truly felt that way. I have called you m'rann dssinnss... lover... of my ssinssrigg... my love... but these are drow words. Saying such a thing in drow is a coldness, an injustice, to the true word. And I... I think it is important that I say it to you. At least once. Before this all ends, one way or another. I love you, <CHARNAME>. And if this is the last time I see you, know that I will forever be grateful for all that you have done. I will remember you always.

C: I love you, too, Viconia. Now and always.

V: This is not good-bye. It is just... let me hold you for one moment, <CHARNAME>. Let us kiss as if for the last time, so that I may remember this even if nothing else... ...there. Now, my marvelous terror of a <PRO_MANWOMAN>... now we go and finish this.

V: Victory comes to you at long last, my ssinssrigg. It has been an epic struggle, worthy of many tales. You must be pleased... although your choice, now, cannot be an easy one.

C: I don't want to leave you behind, Viconia. I love you.

V: Once there would have been no question as to what I thought you should do. If power exists, it exists to be taken. To do otherwise is to show weakness and invite death. But...I am not the same drow that I once was. You have planted questions in my head, made me think about my life on the surface. I have changed considerably, thanks to your interference. And this is not necessarily a bad thing. I changed my mind about our relationship, after all. You have brought me much joy...a quality I did not know I was even capable of. I trust that you will make the decision that is right for you. That is not my worry. I would only regret if we parted ways and I did not...thank you sufficiently. For all you have done. It is not easy for my kind to admit such things, so let me just say it now and be done with it. I love you, <CHARNAME>. You are a magnificent male, worthy beyond all measure. Now choose as you should.

SOLAR: The time has come to make your choice, Bhaalspawn. What is your wish?

C: I do not want the essence of Bhaal. Do what you will with it...I want to remain mortal.

SOLAR: Then you shall begin life anew, mortal, without the taint of your sire upon your soul... and the essence of Bhaal shall forever be hidden. You have done well, and freedom shall be your reward.

V: I think it is a mistake, my foolish ssinssrigg, to give up such power. But... I look forward to a life with you.

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